There is a beauty and appreciation linking poetry to theology, but wonder shouldn't be limited to an ideology. Turn the pages of Boccaccio's The Life of Dante by Boccaccio (translated by Vincenzo Zin Bollettino), it will help. Write poetry.
Next 66. Free Will is an illusion. We are actors on a stage of consciousness, free to participate or not. Nodes of negation propagate and persist. This show must go on! Do you play a part? Of course you do, we all do and if not, we all should.